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This few days i'm so free. I am the type that cannot have too much free time. When there is free time, i will start thinking many stupid problems.

I am wondering what can I do next term starting on July. I lost my way. Thinking to take audit paper first. Starting next month, all of us will separate in our study. Even though we just know each other for one year. It mean so much for me. Thinking that I will be alone soon, my heart is crying. I hate the feeling and I quite scare of it. I will have many free time since I'm just taking 1 paper only. What should I do for the rest of time?? I dun feel to work because I hope to take more papers after I pass my CAT. For the first time on my life time, I am worried so much about my result. I want to go straight to ACCA. I dun want to waste my half year. HOW HOW HOW?? Who can tell me what should I do?? I am so fan.. I angry on myself. Why I didn't put more effort on it?? Now only feel regret. I am not those type very clever, so the only way is just study hard. But what did I do since March? Really dai sei..

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