It's so boring over here..

I am really super duper bored over here now. I download many new songs to update myself so that I won't be so outdated since I start the job. Everything is fine on me. Normal. Lack of special things.

Cried again this morning when looked our photos. Feel the loneliness since we all seperate. Ying called me just now and she cried. Never heard this kind of sound. Damn serious home-sick. I know she is hardly suit with the busy life. Hope everything will be fine on her. Miss her so much. November we all can gather already. Good good good.

I am very surprised to hear that my aunt's bf had passed away last week because of cancer. I just know the last time I heard about his news is that he had recover much more and I thought he is okay. Life is so unexpectable. So, we have to love our life and lead it to the maximum. Do everything without regret. I only know to say only, doing these all is so hard to me. I already waste my time for 20 years. End up now, I still not yet find the things that I am searching for so long. Shy.

When only I can find my direction huh??