Thursday, April 9, 2009

I want a different way

It is so bored to stay doing nothing in the office today. Sleepy~

Contact with a primary school friend in fb on the previous day. How much I miss Kk, I really have those kind of thinking that I want to go back there one day. Not just for fun, I am thinking to stay there until I am old. I really love there, but it is impossible because parents staying here and I know I can't let go the friends here. I will be lonely if going back there.

Exam is coming soon. I really can't concentrate on my revision. All in my mind is about what I am planning to do after I fail the exam one more time. What kind of thinking is this? I am half way giving up. I NEED PRESSURE. May be someone should sit next to me and make sure that I am study. Once, I love study more than working. But now. I hate both of it. Now, the question is : I hate study or I hate account? I really wish to give up this course and study something that I really interested in. (guess you all know what I am interested in) I know nobody will support this. -.- even myself find I am wasting my time and parent's money. I don't want to make them unhappy.

What should I do? Can I turn back to 17 please? Let me choose one more time..

1 comment:

peisan said...

dun think so negatively... when every ppl go wrong ways,all wish go back to history n make a choice again...but we all noe,tat is impossible to da tat...so,wat can we do is cherish now and when is the time to make a decision,we must think carefully n we must always remember the fault tat we did last time so we wont make a wrong choice when facing the same problem...